Crunch Time

Today is the last lap. We have to make sure that everything comes together for my best friend. I just picked up the sari and her jewelry and it absolutely amazing! She is going to be so excited and happy tomorrow. When I see her face tomorrow, all our hard work will so be worth it. So I saw my ex today and I realize that he hasn’t gotten over me. How do I know? He told me. SMH, you know the lyric to that song “don’t it always seem to go that you don’t know what you got till it’s gone” that seems to be his song for the past year and a half. I don’t understand; if he keeps on holding on to the past he won’t be able to move into the future. And we won’t be able to be friends. I don’t want any emotional attachments anymore, its unnecessary baggage.

Bring On the Sari's

Today is the first day that I intentionally took off this whole year! And guess what I did? I went shopping for the Sari’s for my best friend’s bridal shower. I love the fabrics and had a total field day learning how to wrap, pleat and tie it. I need to actually have a day where I can just stay in bed and do absolutely nothing. God willing that day will come soon. I wonder what my life will be like a year from now, what would have changed, stayed the same, etc. I went by my old job today and was so surprised at how everyone looked the same way, but I felt different and out of place. That is funny since I was so comfortable there before and didn’t want to leave. It’s funny what happens when you get out of your comfort zone.