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Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Kristen Stewart - "so easy" not to appear in anymore Twilight films?

Kristen Stewart says that it would be "so easy" 4 her not to appear in Twilight films anymore.

Kristen Stewart is due to reprise her role as Bella Swan alongside Robert Pattinson (Edward Cullen) in Twilight sequel New Moon. Stewart says she'd drop out of the popular movie franchise to send hundreds of teenage girls into a "frenzy".

Kristen Stewart explains, "I've totally had the thought; it would be so easy for me to send so many hundreds of girls into such a frenzy by saying I want no part of any future [Twilight] movies.

"It took a long time for me to admit that I was too bogged down by the first book, to admit to these girls that I wasn't as... I'm just as obsessed as they are; I read it from an entirely different perspective and had to live it for three months.

"Yeah, I have thought, many times. "What could I do?" It'd be so easy."

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I love flowers!

Well I was kinda upset that I didn't get anything for grad... but my parents reedeemed themselves by giving me some white and pink roses and a card when I passed my board exam.

They also told me that they would be proud of me for 4 days and then I had to start looking for a job. Thanks guys!

I forgot to water the roses and they died in about 4 days. I blame my mom. She's the plant person so I assumed she would take care of the flowers. Guess I'll never count on her again!

The Bachelor Oooohhhh!!

Last night after The Bachelor finale I had all these bad, crazy dreams.

I hadn't really watched this season because of the fact that the guy had a kid and I didn't want to see the kid exploited (a la ... here kid one of these 25 ladies is going to be your new mommy.) Then there was nothing on last monday so I watched "The Bachelor - The Women Tell All" and I was hooked.

Last night was the finale and the "After The Final Rose" special.

I was happy during the finale that he picked Melissa, the one I liked the best. Molly, the other one has freaky eyes that stick out too far. A little bushbaby-esque.

Crazy shit went down at the after-show though! He dumped Melissa on live TV and admitted he was still in love with Molly. Say what?!?

That's why someone with kids shouldn't be on this show. For the last 6 weeks this kid has been told that his dad is going to marry this lady, and all of a sudden she's gone and there's a new one in her place? Can you say therapy?

Also, ok so the guy changed his mind. You can't blame him for that. I totally believe in the "all's fair in love and war" philosophy, and in following your heart. But come on, lots of these Bachelor relationships don't work out, but they don't break it off on live TV. He could have done this in private.

Tonight they're doing ANOTHER after-show to show where they all are now. We'll see if him and Molly are still together!

That is all, except for one more thing. I think I'm gonna try out to be on the show. Who has a video camera?

I'm Angry, But I Won't Sin

It's amazing the feeling you have when you're angry. You automatically want to release it on something, someone. Its like shaking up a soda container and opening it. You know what's going to happen when you open it but you do it anyway. This week my supervisor is on vacation, He's a Godsend (but that's a different story). Anywho, he's on vacation so we are "supposed" to be running ourselves (you noticed how I said "supposed") until one of the mail clerks gets the idea he's in charge and he has been doing nothing but frustrating me all day! It was to point that I wanted to yell at him and ask if everything is performing properly up there in his brain. But luckily I have been rational enough to catch myself. I know if I lash out at him there's no way I would be able to reach him. As much as I don't want to show it right now I have to make sure God shines through EVERYTHING I do, and I do mean EVERYTHING! I also know there's nothing wrong with being upset but I shouldn't act on it. In the beginning part of Ephesians 4:26 it states "Be ye angry, and sin not". We have to remind ourselves that anger is an emotion, a feeling; its part of being human. But in the feeling we should not let it lead us into sin.

Monday, March 2, 2009

The Little Things

Today we're having a snowstorm. I wish I could be home under my covers instead of working. On my way walking to work I stopped at the corner and looked up for a second. As I looked up into the sky the whole city seemed to pause. The snow was coming down slowly; the sun looked like it was going to burst out the clouds, everything looked so amazing. I took a moment to look at the beauty in everything in spite of the concrete and metal everywhere; it felt like the Lord was doing that just for me. The way the snow danced in the air sometimes slowly and quickly and seemed to spin around me made me feel so special. It's amazing how we can go through life and not take time to pause and appreciate the little things. Like how beautiful everything looks in fall when the colors are changing, how a warm summer breeze can automatically make you close your eyes and smile, or how the spring rain can come and make everything look bright and new. Have you appreciated the little things lately? If so, have you thanked the Maker?

Sunday, March 1, 2009

The Weekend's Over

Tomorrow's Monday :-( I could try and say I am looking forward to another week of routine but I would be lying, and what's the saying again? Tell the truth and shame the devil? Lol. I have been working overtime with the various departments at my church. I was at church all day yesterday because of prayer, choir rehearsal, and meetings. Same thing for today, we had two services (first Sundays is youth service) and a meeting in between. I took a nap as soon as I found out I wasn't needed for the next 20 minutes (lol). I thank God for all He has done, it has been am interesting year so far, this is our year of birthing. The gifts, dreams, ministries that God has placed in us will be brought forth this year! I am so excited!
Moving in another direction, I received a phone call from a friend from my past. This wouldn't be a big deal but for the past couple of months that's all that has been happening. I received phone calls from ex-boyfriends, old flames, ex-crushes, etc. and they all want the same thing: another shot with me. My cousin says that's because who God has for me is near and these are just distractions. At first I just brushed it off but then my ex called after months of silence to see what was going on with me and asked if I wouldn't mind seeing him again. I know, that was my reaction too since mind you we broke up a little over a year ago and he just hit his one year anniversary with his current girlfriend (I kid you not). I told him I am fine it would be highly inappropriate to hang out, plus what would it accomplish? I think its funny because I just finished talking about him a couple of days ago and look. I think it's a test, to see if he still has that effect on me, and I finally passed. Where's my prize? Lol.

MAKE YOUR OWN IMAGE

Since yesterday, I've been lurking around online in search of interesting things to add to my blog. and i found a few sites in addition to the magazine cover maker site.

Here is a list:
MAKE YOUR OWN IMAGE